Things Mound Up

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Life is not a matter of here today and gone tomorrow.because, of course, all the trinkets had to be had right
Choices we make accumulate over time to createaway.
burdens that eventually must be either psychologicallyAll life choices queue up behind us like railroad cars as
or physically dealt with. Guiding life with intelligentthe years march on. They aren’t easily
foresight is the key to long term happiness. Much of lifedisengaged or disposed of. Almost everything is
is spent busily moving toward a goal of less work, lessretained — at least in the mind and conscience
burden, fewer problems and more peace and— to some degree or another. Over time the
freedom. We assume that school, raising a family andlength of the train becomes an enormous burden to
succeeding in a career will bring the reward of leisure,pull. The dreamed of devil-may-care golden years can
fun and a more carefree life.turn into worrisome and obligating toil as you lose
What is not taken into account in this appraisal is thatsteam chugging down life’s track. Or you may
nothing goes away completely. Everything we do infind yourself accelerating toward some as yet
life, every contact we make, every choice, mounds up.unknown calamity as the momentum and mass of all
The junk in the garage and closets starts to take on athe railcars you’ve stacked behind yourself
life of its own like some alien creature pupating andpush you down a hill no matter how hard you pull on
swelling uncontrollably, threatening to bury and smotherthe brakes.
us. These bulging incubators in our homes are aI’m sure that it is this early realization by some
reflection of what is happening on a grander scale inthat leads them to decide to drop out entirely, move
the rest of our lives.into the woods, build a hut and live off the land.
The more life activity, the more the mound grows. IfThoreau’s life is envied by most of us at one
you have made a lot of social contact, this createstime or another.
personal responsibilities and history to nag you. If there1 But if we were to move to Walden Pond, we would
are children, then you carry concern for them for life.replace modern living problems with others —
Children compound into grandchildren for you to worrylike what to eat today, to name just one not-too-little
about. At work there is the burden of fellow workersproblem. No matter where we are at, life is about
or employees. Excess money and the goodieschallenge and it cannot be avoided.
purchased with it become a chore to manage. Worse